Yes I decorated the house.
And I put on a tree.
That should do it..but it does not. It works for the kids so that is a really good thing. I did it all for them. Me I am in a funk...I was already in it before Friday because I had hope that our family situation with Bill's job would be in a better more hopeful place by Christmas. We are getting close to the 3 months mark. I worry a lot. The Holidays are here. It is now. People are busy with planning, shopping, parties and they are not busy with hiring. So things are now dragging....He has a few things in the works but the next steps will not be until after Christmas. It is the waiting game. I hate it. Wondering if the next step will come and when. But I think about all those families in CT who are going through hell right now and I know I cannot complain. I don't complain...but I worry. One of the possibilities that are in the works is out of state in a really small town called Sparks Nevada....I looked it up. I don't want to live there. Bill went there last week for an interview. Now we wait. He does not want to move there either. I worry....if he gets it...should we take it...and risk being unhappy...should we pass and risk not finding anything else in the near future...it is a gamble either way and I am not a risk taker...
Thank God for running. I have taken more rest days lately to try to let my groin heal. FOR REAL. I have not gone over 5 miles since the last race.
I need to get back on a training plan soon because I have 2 half marathons in February.
This came in the mail and made me happy
And I saw the official pictures from the Holiday race and I love them! Will has the best one! (middle)